It's over

Well, there is not much left to say but it's over. The adoption process is over. The state of Georgia has failed us. That's as much as I can say without breaking down and crying hysterically. Please don't ask us for any more details because it is too painful to talk about.

With that said, we have moved back home to Tally to lick our wounds, figure out our next move, and pray for a miracle. I will be shutting down this blog soon as it is too difficult for me to read the previous posts.

I don't know why we keep getting disappointed over and over and over and over and over again. All we want to do is build our family; we have tried for 7 years to build our family and nothing seems to work. I know that we are meant to be parents, but it's just ridiculously difficult to imagine why we are still not parents yet after trying so hard. I mean, all I want to do is be a Mom, why is that so hard? Everyone else can pop out a kid like it's nothing.

If you want to comfort us, please DO NOT say the following:
....It's okay, you're still young.
...Maybe you're just not meant to be parents.
...My friend did this and that and they have children now, etc.
...You just need to relax.

Also, as this is an extremely difficult situation for both of us, please don't try to make us feel better by telling us how you succeeded in building your family. We don't want anyone's pity or to hear anyone's success stories because it makes me sick.

Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Thanks for your support for almost the past two years.